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Webcam Suicide (Live
Suicide On Webcam) Sadly people committing suicide on
webcams seem to be going on more often than the media seems
to mention. The first public case or the first Suicide on
web cam that made news media was a very sad case where the
people in the chat room were not help. People chatting there seem to be
really messed up people!.
About a dozen
Michael Jackson fans killed themselves days after the news
of Michael Jackson's drug overdoes or heart attack. Does
this sound like a stupid reason for suicide? Maybe they had
under laying problems and that was just the last straw or
excuse to kill themselves. Have you ever sat to write down
the reasons you think you wish to kill yourself? Maybe you
should write down what you have to live for and what you
want to die for. Maybe when your done you can show it to
someone that you know and see in the end that you have
forgot many reasons to live. You may also find out your
suicide reasoning is not logical and you have no real reason
to committee suicide.
May you feel guilt
about something from your past or maybe your just depressed,
lonely or sad at the time. Life can change in major ways
when we least expect it. Suicide is not the way to go.
Sometimes we go through such terrible things and we have
nobody to share it with. To bottle up the feelings and
emotions is not a good thing. To commit suicide is one of
the worse things you could do. To kill another or take a
human life is also terrible. People can overcome the feeling
of suicidal thoughts and live a much different life but, you
have to make sure you refrain from suicide at the moment you
feel you want to die. Join a
mission. Save a life instead of taking your life. If you took
time to look up help with depression and suicide help or
about suicide then you maybe need help. If there is anyone
you trust or even a doctor or adult near you that you can
talk with it is one of the best things you could do for
yourself.
Turn your sorrow and lonely feelings into strength and
courage. Do not kill yourself or hurt yourself but, instead
help others and help yourself by doing so. Do something good
with your life do not end your life and waste what was given
to you. No matter how bad you feel at the time life can
change even just overnight. No matter how you think your
people aka family feel know that if you take your life or
attempt suicide you will hurt people so deeply and you may
not even know it. Save a soul
for you came looking to be saved.
I cant save anyone I cant
even save myself song by *if I find it. Old
music
comes to me! Things come to people or places for reasons!
Your not here to off yourself! your here for a mission.
People can not die until it is their time to die. You may
end up worse off than you can imagine. Some people attempted
suicide to end up unable to care for themselves and live a
life with no constant pain. When people are dying the want
to live for it is in us to not give up and to live our lives
as we are meant to. I am real...
\Stop
feeling sorry for yourself or mad at yourself and try to
find out why your here on earth. Maybe you have something
amazing waiting for you and you just do not know it yet.
Suicide is not the way! Pick life even if you think nobody
in the world cares about you or if you feel alone and
depressed. If you pick to live and take it day by day then
one day something amazing could happen to show you why your
on this earth. Dont feel sorry, sad and
suicidal, do not act emotions or be emotional in decisions
of suicide and life.
We need an army of Reality. No wonder
you want to die. Dont do it. Even if you hate me and want to
blame me or make me sad do not do it. You feel more than
most? You feel at all, your lost, your sad and even if you
dont know why !!!!!!!!! Your world about took me out. I
fought to save lives starting with zola's and in ways she
has changed my life, saved my life and now I live a much
different life in a much different part of the world!
Amazing things can happen to people even when they are on
the verge of death.
I fought
to live in my death. I was brought back to life by Medics
after a terrible event where I had bleed to death.
www.beheaded.us has a
link for life after death experiences that you may want to
read. That tells how I know you can not die when it is not
your time to go. Many other paranormal and unexplained
events there. Suicide is not the way to go. There is still
so many interesting things to do, see, and learn about. Do
Not end your life but instead fix your life or wait to see
what may become of it.
Did
you read this far?.. If you did then please Dont Kill
Yourself but instead work to heal yourself. YOUR SPECIAL and
somewhere out there is a special person, animal, event or
life that you are here to change. Trust me we all have a
reason we are here on this earth and suicide is not the
reason. There are too many examples of that out there and
they were not meant to do so. We are meant to live! By
Nature, By all I believe in even when I did not know I
believed. I am not religious freak or religious in any way
but, there is a reason your here! Stay and find out for life
is changing every day and you may not see the changes. Get
out and just step outside your door. Look at the changes in
the way you feel. Walk down the street somewhere just for a
walk and see if anything happens at all. Something always
will but, maybe too small that you do not see it right away.
Though I am american I am opposite of them. Tell me when you
come to my chat where you found it for your usa ip's worry
me. If you people that hate reality and me and cant be kind
are on here your in the world of them and dont belong there.
Let me know. I can show and tell and direct you where I now
made it to and dwell. I can help you get here in your own
time and way. live 1 day in life and not in usa death. You
will wish for more days. come see it too. i made it!
www.facepaint.ws but
please click links to things i wrote and did and have for
they can not be all seen there. I have so much to show you.
Just put it off a bit and walk with me for I am leigh. your
probably better than I in ways of many so come see it here
and Put It Off A Bit! Procrastination is our major thing for
humans. Means I do it later. Do that later and come live and
have fun or do something special. Put that off you have much
to know of and if you wish to off yourself do it later or
later for a real reason. body per body and mind per mind
just leave the usa and you will be ok or come talk to us. We
try to be there but time it all is time!
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Notice one had a name of a bot and was a chat bot (program created in a chat
room to make it seem more people are in the room by acting
as a person in chats.) The rest were actual people talking
to the guy that killed himself on live webcam as they
watched and even encouraged him to take more drugs. This was
in the media in 2003. Since then there have been even more
suicides live on webcams. Sadly people seem to have an
infatuation with death videos and live death. To me it seems
very mean that people would take pleasure in SNUFF Films or
SNUFF Cams. A human life is worth so much but, so few people
seem to even realize this. Though people refer to this as
suicide and a suicide chat log it is not suicide as I see
it. If you read the chat logs you will see that this guy
thought that he was going to live and just be really drugged
up. When he started to worry he tried to tell people in case
something happened how to get help for him there. As you see
none of them did try to help him. There were no calls made
it was his mother whom they say found him the next day!!!
Please keep in mind what you
say in text and chats can have an impact on people in major
ways. People in chat rooms are other humans! Do not forget
this. My heart goes out to the families that have lost
members due to death in all ways. Life is something that you
can not give up and then take back later. Once you are dead
your not coming back. Death is not ever a solution to
problems. I think that this guy in the chat room and on the
webcam chat needed help and was in ways asking or looking
for someone to help him. Instead he had a room full of
American idiots.
This is the link to the webcam chat where a
guy called Ripper online was encouraged to kill himself live
while on cam by the people in his chat room. These are
actual logs and they are very shocking and disturbing so be
advised if your like me it will make you so sad and angry
that you wish to cry.
http://www.brandonvedas.com/ripperlog.txt . The next
part is the last part of the chat logs.
http://www.brandonvedas.com/post-ripperlog.txt
The guy that died live on cam while chatting to these idiots
was named Brandon Carl Vedas. I just wish that someone like
me or my friends and people had been there to call 911 and
at least give him a chance at life. He was found dead by his
mother. I can not imagine how angry and sad the family must
have felt finding such chatters and logs from this sad
event. I found this off his Brothers page. His brother put
up a website to help this be know.
www.brandonvedas.com is his brothers website.
Another public webcam suicide that
made the media and news was in March of 2007 when a UK Man
Hung himself live on video chat. In looking at the chat logs
for that some of the chatters did try to tell him not to do
it. Someone even called for help but it was of course too
late by the time the medics arrived. Sadly in the text or
chat logs from the suicide cam of the hanging 1 chatter
said: "F**king do it, get on with it, get it round your
neck. For F**k's sake he can't even do this properly'." The
mans name was Kevin Whitrick. Kevin Whitrick's user-name was
Shyboy-17-1. Some chatters said they thought it was a hoax.
This should tell people that if you see something on cam or
video of death or suicide it could be real. Keep this in
mind always and be ready to call 911 to get help for this
person.
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If you were looking for the video chat or audio and video
chats rooms and wanted to join paltalk or other video chats the link is off our
main page. This was about the UK guy that hung himself on paltalk and the worlds
first ever webcam non-suicide. I do not believe the internets first suicide on
live webcam was more than an accidental overdoes with idiots in his chat room
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Again I think
to myself how can people be so inhuman and cruel to others.
Please always keep in mind you are speaking to someone's
father, son, brother, sister, mother, ect. These are people
with real feelings! Please change the way you chat if you
are like these people. If you care so little for humans
please stay out of the chat rooms. If you see someone that
is suicidal or attempting suicide on the internet you can
call 911 and tell the webcam or site so that they may track
them. They can trace people by IP address or Phone Numbers
even Cell Phones can be traced. If you are suicidal please
seek help from Doctors ect do not look on the internet for
help. Few people seem to care or help others. Please get
help by Pros!
Free Video Websites new
Videos page at not Microsoft
but My other video site Microsoft Videos .com
www.microsoftvideos.com
Below is just a bit of my babble. You can read it if you like
for that is why it is there.
People in chat rooms can be very rude and stupid (mainly in the USA
from what I found over my years online). The most banned on my
pages for being retards or inbreeders seems to always be the
southern USA (not shocking eh.) I guess this explains to people
why I had spent so many years locking americans out of my chats
and cams. When they are not in talking wanker junk they are in
being rude and stupid. I now run public cams and chats again and
see it so often. Daily people in chat show how stupid they are
and I end up having to ban so many people daily for being jerks.
Sorry as we know I never did like the americans much except like
1 in 10 Million of them seem ok. If you are offended by my
remarks welcome to the club. I am hated by most americans since
the start of the internet. I really could care less. I call it
like it is always and speak truths. Yes I am the opposite of the
majority of American people and such. I knew so few usa girls
and guys that are nice and not rude or trying to use each other.
Men and Women in the usa are not the best role models so the
kids grow up being like them. The people that were chatting in
the chat logs of the guy committing suicide by overdosing on
drugs were true idiots! If one real person and one nice person
were there they could have saved this boys life!
I do have a few friends and people that are American and run a
chat room that I allow people in America to use free. There are
some decent and nice people in the USA. Your welcome to chat
there anytime off the chat link above. If your a jerk or wanker
you get banned though. Keep this in mind and be kind to others.
It is not just the Americans that are rude at times in chat but,
that is the majority of the people we have had problems with
when my room was mostly other countries. The fewest visits were
from the americans and they were the most problem causing there.
That tells you in ways how the internet was for me in 1999 and
2000 when I decided to lock and password protect my cams and
chats ect. In 2005 or 2006 I let the public back in. If you seek
leigh you can find her. My chats and cams are not so easy for
the shallow people but, I do remain online live via my homepage.
I am the face painter, skater, artist and lucky to be alive girl
grin.
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